A GOOD usual day!

Hey there peepz! Today is a good day! Everything went out normally and the best thing is that holiday is coming in another day's time!

A list of good stuffs that I figured kinda contributed to this normal happy day:

• I woke up at 2 a.m. this morning!

• Dad's back! Sometime after 2 a.m. this morning! Good! Now that he's back, I can finally go out and let go some manly responsibility in the house! Plus I can go out till late too! *Peace

• Traffic was unbelievably smooth this morning! Hardly any cars on the road at all! I reached office in good time 20 minutes! Less smoke from the road as I made my walk to the office from the parking lot. The air just seemed so much fresher!

• Boss wasn't in a hurry for me to submit the work which I had been given my weekends to as I still haven't complete them up! It's just that tough to understand the new model. Yes! I'm kinda dumb nowadays. Be patient with me everyone!

• Though it's wrong for me to feel or notice this, I remembered how sweet a smile can be. ( ^ .^)

• I secured a shopping getaway with my setapak-shopping-kaki (yes! your nick got longer) on this Wednesday. I'm not gonna shop a lot but I'm definitely gonna shop for something. I feel my wardrobe has become a little too queasy.

• Audrey suggested to go white-water rafting since we have such a long holiday (5 days!) and I said ," You plan it! I'm in!" Simple and nice. Now that I thought of it, I wonder who she's gonna ask along for such exciting activity! *Hint hint* ( ^ .^)

• Setapak-kaki just called and asked me to go for lunch tomorrow! Something different for lunch for a change! Thanks! See you tomorrow!
  

Not bad right?

Well, what could actually make today much better you asked? Not that I'm greedy but if there was a certain beep on my cell from a certain someone would definitely make everything so much better!

Oh! Sorry Elizabeth for not being able to make it to your earlier celebration for your birthday! Will make it up!

Rihanna

She's hot!

I mean Rihanna...

Been listening to her songs for some long time but did not really watch any of the MVs like till recently. Anyway, what can I say, for a young girl (younger than me too! She's only 20!), she's got the pretty look and the sexy look! What am I talking about? I have no idea! Haha... This is the song I like most from her list of goodies!



Oh! I heard on the radio recently that her latest bob hair-cut is an in-thing right now in for hair-dos. People (ladies of course) have been turning up into the salon and asking, "I wanna do the Rihanna." And I agree! That hairstyle looks good on girls with sharp features.

Rihanna Fall 2008 Hair-style

Video

Yo everyone! Was cleaning my files the other day and thought of uploading a video I made back in US before I left. Not that of an awesome video. Wish I could make something better! But anyhow, will try to improvise it one day! A big long video... I have loads of everyone's embarrassing videos and photos especially Wilson (you all know why). For now, ENJOY!

A Bitching Post

*DO not start reading since the post would contain "impolite" contents*

Ahem*

I wrote the warning up there about 3 hours ago then left it untouched. When I was driving home from work earlier (bout 8ish PM), my mind was a turbulence. I was venting up alot of anger and frustration on many things especially on myself. This is just one of those days (male PMS). Anyhow, the warning above was meant for things that I wanted to write when the turbulence was at full power having need the curses such as fuck and stuffs. Let's see if I can still muster back the anger and frustration for this post.

Tic toc...

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I can't! But I can still put in the details.

When I was young and studying hard (maybe...) someone told me that I would get the chance to enjoy life when I finish my education and start working. I have finished my education (supposedly) and have started working, but I don't see which part of it is enjoying life. I go to work early in the morning, spent nearly 12 hours in the office working on something that until now I'm not sure whether I like it or not, coming home to study for professional papers! What is this?! It is just so lifeless and baseless! Study? I thought (and so I did when I was young) that once I finished my tertiary and begin to get my own salary, I wouldn't need to touch book (in a short term at least) and at least get to enjoy life as I wanted to more. I graduated on May, went on a trip for a month, came back somewhere in June, and what! Open my books for examinations again! And starting working! Honestly, I did strayed off my path in studies once in awhile but I was still pursuing it while hindering much tempts and desires. I bare myself with the thought I would get to enjoy life later. What I do notice now is things that should been done in young age, I did not!

My daily schedule is like home to work to home to food to books to bed and the cycle continues. Weekends? I don't even go out that often during weekends having most of my time spent in the house or sometimes in the gaming center. My lifestyle changed! It is not satisfying anymore! There are many more activities that I've been exposed to and am currently unable to continue on. Right now, my lifestyle is no different than a fucking nerd or a Japanese otaku sorta person (no offence)! If there is one thing I don't wanna be is a nerd. I lived that lifestyle before and am satisfied that I should pursue my other lifestyles. Speaking of being a nerd...

I'm fucking gutless (seemed to me I'm getting back on fire)! I've been in a deficit for bout years now! It's time to revolutionary process into something else. At least not a deficit! Our Malaysian standing and situation is in a shit now and if something new is to happen I do hope that something new might occur to me now! Back to the point, I'm fucking gutless and useless. Came back like for 3 months already and I did set my eyes on 2! But what can I say besides the F word. First one was like, "Oh, it won't happen. This and that. Not to forget some of the dumb rules!". I wasn't dare enough to give some hints. I did give but nothing on the big side. Not that she will notice. Anyhow, like I said, "Screw it!" Then I decided to try with the second one. And what?! The best I could do in a week is to just get a few messages and chats? This is so depressing! Quoted from a friend, "I need a chick! With a bottle of whisky too!"

The above paragraph did show how "wai lui sei" I am right at this moment. But some of you might not get the part of having someone next to you. Seeing someone who changes the beat in your life. Life might be thrill or still but having someone that enters and remixes the tune would just make a song out of it. Sometimes I thought back and say, "I didn't treat them good enough." Blame myself for it. Sometimes I'm just too stupid. By the way, everyone knows this but so far, the person who did remixes my tune alot was what alot of friend named as "the bitch" (Rain and Danielle being the main people responsible for it, not that I'm gonna argue it now) but at least I did get some of those "happy feelings" that you can't get normally. Therefore, I want those feelings (different people of course)!

Advices are welcomed but not of those that I can tell what you are gonna say just by knowing you and seeing your face! Would be best if ideas on courtship is given, I've seemed to have dried out. DAMN WORKING!

Health Issue

Health issue? Oh my God! Our author is sick? Shit! What should we do? Is he okay? Is he gonna continue posting up his sexy grunts and funny groans? We should him send him some flowers (from the sickbed: I'll prefer money for medical fees)!

Fear not! Worry not! But all the reasons you should care for! Your author is not sick or anything. Maybe alittle love sick (as usual: I just love everyone... Girls I mean) but no major huge issues people! Haha...

Though for this issue I am gonna post up something related to health. My health check-up that is! Haha... I'm not a doctor therefore am lazy or not qualified to speak my behalf on matters regarding health and stuffs. If I'm gonna post up something related to those I bet, bet heavily too, that supposed to be posting gonna get a bombard of comments from my fellow doctor readers; Yee Ming, Stella, Jean and Caryn (anymore doctors that I have accidentally left out), pointing out my irrelevances and ignorance on that medical issue. Doctors! The only thing that they won't lose to a lawyer in terms of speech is on medical issues! Still, I'm rebellious! Am gonna post up some of my placebo beliefs and methods should I experience or recall any in due time. Don't nag! Some or I should say most of you have been living with the very same "placebo" beliefs up till now! Plus, I'm one of the bigger drug store in my U.S. community after Seth of course!

I should be grunting on my medical check-up! Poor memory! Yes! I did a blood test last Saturday in Pantai Bangsar (pretty far more my own residence huh) and also a brief check-up before I took on my job bout a month and a half ago. What can I say! All my checkers said that I'm perfectly healthy! Healthy! Yay! Was pretty worried of my own health in general as I lack exercising nowadays plus having irregular heaert-burn at times (since my younger years too). Anyhow, was wondering whether I have any high cholestrol or sugar high (or low) but results came out saying that I'm perfectly normal. Not to forget that the nurse told my mom (oh! This place I went for was my mom's doctor for breast check-up. Mom's been a loyal patient since the age 17! Would definitly recommend the doctor to all my female friends! Quote from the doctor with alittle modification while still bringing the same meaning, "Check your boobies! Don't know how to? I know!")... Guess that paranthesis was abit too long so am gonna repeat again.

Not to forget that the nurse told my mom that I have a superly high antibody for Hepathatis B in my blood with a "rating" of 1000 (mom's only 64 so I guess it is pretty high. Explain on this Docs!). However, my immunity for Hepathatis A is 0! She recommended me to shots (aint my usual tequila shots (  *  . *) ) before I go travelling next time. Gonna go to Penang on November! Do I need the shot then? Hmmm. . . Haha. . .

Am gonna show some pictures of my new "wife" hopefully by the next post! Not the human wife (though I myself  wish it to be. Soon! Gotta do it!)  but the engine-type wife. My FairLady! I wish! Still... My Honda "Bandar"! Next issue though. This issue is gonna be on my new residence! Behold!

The ceiling!

My wine (*ahem) collections are gonna be here!

The living room!

The dining hall and kitchen! And bar top!

The love chair? Suspension enough or not?

Spoiler: These are pictures taken from the show house though! Haha! Though something near this at 99% confidence interval should take place! Do donate me some dough please!

Back to health issues: To a certain secretive someone: Get well soon!

A Monday morning!

It's Monday morning and I'm doing this in my cubic!

It looks damn cloudy outside!!! Bad weather!!!

Anyhow, to those who commented on the previous post, just an update, operation started! *wink

Self torture

You did never realize. Me too. Not until now when it is too late. Or too much?

-Jack (in a quiet night)

I noticed that Wilson changed his blog layout (look for his name some where on the left). Not that it came as a surprise since he might wanna just spice things up on his blog but it's the layout that shocks me alittle. You see... Wilson's the type of person that likes to make his blog looks artistic (in his sense) just like his previous blog layout. With having something that is code-written and unique. However, this so-called new layout looks normal and "stable". Something which is not his type I think. Anyhow, I came into a conclusion (given the layout and his postings) which is that Wilson has changed and move on to another phase in life. Which makes me wonder, have I?

After graduating, I believe I had. Alittle only though. First big change is that I'm working full time (duhh...) and am getting fixed salary plus using my own money. I've become much more homely too (since after work is just brain-dead) while still having my unner desire to go wild all night long and such. Anyway, are those the only changes that I've been through during these few months? Are those external changes the only things that I've gone through? One thing I do know is I've quiet down alittle. I'm in the path of getting my directions right again. I've strayed off too far from what I wanted (though what is it that I want?). This is an irregular feeling I always get after I listen to some sappy songs.

On a different tune, I'm fickle. Can't describe much but I can tell you that I'm fickle. Which made me realized why the game which I have loved so much all these years, I'm still suck! I lack focus and am fickle. Could have continued on my shooting streaks (note: my percentage was seriously high when I was bout 17) but I was fickle and let something disrupt me. Anyway, the past doesn't mean anything anymore.

Ok! This is a moody post. I'm pretty dissapointed in myself. I'm dissapointed in sense that I'm too egoistic now. I'm too much of a pussy to take chances. I'm too brain-eyed to keep my attention to a single thing. My flow is disrupted. The worst thing about this is that I can't get a dozen of beers to drink while wallowing it to anyone at all (my best solution is not doable for this). Oh God! Where's the light?

70th Post

The last post of mine which entitled, "Coffee or Tea" was my number 69th post! What a good number for such posting! Crap! I shouldn't be so superstitious and kinky here. But what the heck! All my readers are in their 20s anyway (I think so). Anyhow, this is my 70th post! Yay! Not that many compared to some of peers who are like practically blogging at every single chance they've got. I'm just too dumb for words sometimes. Nevertheless I rarely post up pictures too. I'm just not a blogger type I guess. Just a normal guy who groans and grunts about his daily livings.

I actually do want to post up some pictures but I rarely take pictures (or camwhore) of myself. I'm just waiting patiently for fellow friends out there who have taken a few of my pictures recently to send them to me. Audrey! I want those pictures taken from your birthday celebration! I mean all (up to no good at all)!

Oh! I actually just started watching the TVB series of " A Journey Called Life" a few days ago. Damn out-dated me since my "supplier" has been off-mode herself now and the crappy connection speed wouldn't allow me to access much either. Anyhow, Linda Chung is so pretty as ever! I'm totally her fan now (just make sure she doesn't come out in any scandal). I do learn a thing from the drama so far which is "take each step firmly and properly at a time because the feeling you get from each of  these steps you made is an indescribable relaxation sort".

My mom just asked me to ask Rain this and since Rain never replied my MSN's messages (bad ex-dai gu che), I'm just gonna post it here. Rain! Make sure you reply or my mom would nag me!

My mom (Auntie Soh): Rain! My look-a-like! We're both so fat (the author has ran away)! Have you got the sour plums that Jack asked Seng Zhao to pass to you? Did Kim Ming gets his too?

Coffee or Tea?

Went to The Loft last night. What can I say... I would only go there for a chill but never to dance. The music sucks max first of all. Anyhow, not that all these have any matters. It's my friend's birthday celebration after all. So, no complaints! Well, good things do pass by in front of our eyes sometimes and last night was one of those times.

I think the last time it happened to me was during college. Then, I was young, full of haste and lack of loads of stuffs. Now, I'm a bit older, less haste and still lacking loads. CUT THE CRAP!

I decided to let go of something yesterday and by night fall, I met someone who is soooo my kind of tea (or coffee). It's been awhile since the last time I saw (*hint: my laptop used to have a lot of her photos and I keep saying she's the most CUN) someone that instantly makes my brain to tell me, "She's your type!" Anyhow, all talks and nothing done is a no-no here! What can I do? Wait for a chance to come by? Will that ever happen? I doubt!

HELP!!!!

Screw it!

Screw all this stuff that I've wondering these few days... Am not gonna do it after all! Screw it!

Yay! Life's so much happier now!!!

Oh yeah! Wei Yee @ Audrey's birthday celebration gonna happen later. She's gonna be 22. Damn old right! Me coming but still a few months away! Chilling...

Spencer

I miss getting present from Spencers. You know, those crazy types. Haha!!!

Note that although a lot of you guessed what the previous post story is, you only got that half correct!

The stroy goes...

I got a post!

It has been some period of time that I have something to post regarding myself. People have been asking me, "How are you?" and "What's new?" but I have nothing to tell. Life's been pretty mundane but I do have things to tell. Just preferred to keep it to myself. Kept it to myself until my headache tells me I gotta let go some air of the story. Oh well, at least I'm planning to tell it to one of my closest friend. Anyhow, the fella ain't replying my messages! Must be too "busy". Haha!

The story goes...

Mom's cooking is so delicious.
AmAssurance is where I'm working right now.
Denmark is a place where one of my good friend is right now.
Electricity is so costly nowadays.
Of all majors, why did I do Actuarial?
Fat is a nickname I gave to a friend of mine.
Headache is what I got today.
Only my dad's massage suits me best.
No one will get what this message meant.
Office is not a place I wanna stay my longer hours in.
Romance is not something I'm willing to put my stakes on for now.

I dare say, the story has some of the similar elements.

Enjoy!