Made my day

Effing good shit! It only took me 20minutes to reach office this morning! Woot! That means more time to read google news and yahoo! finance. yeah right! hahaha... though the best shot is en-tour to office few of the good shit songs got played CONSECUTIVELY! Isn't that awesome?!

And on another note! Wilson's gonna follow my old footsteps soon! Hahaha... Fucked up dy the fella!

101 Dalmations

Watta night... It was pretty hot during the day though not as hot as yesterday or few days ago. I did mention "watta night" but it's just the usual Saturday night. The good thing is that I found a place with good Thai food. Delicious tom-yam I dare say. Was thinking on where to have a dinner for Mother's Day and dad came out with this place that his friend mentioned. No, it's not a fancy restaurant or dining place but rather a stall ala restaurant located somewhere in Cheras's Taman Muda. That place is run by Thai's so no comment there. Finally, a place for me to get some decent tom-yam after craving for it for so long.

So, that is all for Mother's Day. Yeah I know. Such a bad son of me not doing anything fancy for my mom. Tell you what. Suggest some ideas for me that I could probably do for Mother's Day that I won't get nag at. Something new. Something fresh. This is your homework.

Back to 12am, am wrapped up with blankets in my room with the air-condition being turned on with a good decent temperature. Only thing missing is some white flakes to look at outside the window while sipping a cup of coffee. Still, I got some sentimental ballads turned on as always. Been awhile since I played all these too. Ahhh. The beautiful sound of the piano for each songs. Why are most ballads using piano to add the emo-ness? No idea. Enlighten me.

Don't think I'm emo just because I'm listening to all these. Think of it as a relaxation therapy. If I'm really emo, mind you, I would be listening to trance. Weird? I think so too.

Exam is in 5-6 days. How well prepared I am? No justification there. Help! That's all I can say. My brain haven't been in-tuned to study lately. All I can think of is what are the un-checked items listed on my tasklisk sticking somewhere in my cubicle and how am I going to make it a check without a new un-checked item coming in like a rolling stone. I won't or will not try to justify just how much I have to do. All I can say it's a pain in d ass. Though now that I mention this, I was quite taken aback and saden by how I was being underestimated in what I am doing and how much I'm doing (note: this is an emo statement). Am not sure how long this had been but still, if such thought is to occur, definitely it has got to be there for awhile now.

Reading back. The way I'm typing this post out looks very mono. Blame it on the brain dead. Have patience. Am gonna try copy some new writing formats after I've finish devouring the 2 new books I bought but still left unopened in the drawer.

Oh well!

Happy Mother's Day!

PS: Maybe I'll post up some pictures I've been taking with my I-phone.

Knock off

This is a sad news...

I hit a cat while I was driving today. It would have much better if I killed it straight. I'm not being cruel here but I guess I only hit it's back half portion. It's gonna die soon so why must I let it die a painful miserable death? Feeling unease of such cruelty that I put upon the poor cat. Amen

Oh... I'm planning to go on a gruffly kinda look. Plan ta keep my facial hair... What's your take readers?!

99th posting!

I love to read story books and novels. That is why I tend to prefer words over figures. However, I chose a job that mostly deals with figures instead of words. Then a chance for me to brush back my writing skills in my job dance beautifully in front of me, but I took off to the road of figures dumping the words once again. That's why this site has been left empty for months. I dropped my thinking pen, tuck it in nicely into the drawer and draws it out once again tonight.

I'll try ta write up a pretty post here. Another excuse for me to hid my pen all these while is that I always complained (to Flora especially, since she bugs me to update here) that I've got no inspiration or no ideas on what to put. Now that I think of it, what better to post up for now than my own personal vain update?!

Let's try shall we!

A brief introduction first though! I'm Jack. Been dumping this happy, exciting, emo yadah yadah site for 4 months now! Haven't gone shopping in ages, well, I think since Chinese New Year. Sounds wrong right? But yeah! It's kinda hard to get the clothes that will start my drive on shopping spree here in KL. Yes! I so so so missed the shoppings in the States! Especially those jackets! Soon people... Soon! Anyhow, Jack is still Jack. Still very jumpy too! It's still too early to settle my ass properly on something firm. It prefers to dangle in the air!

Okay... What's more to write? Hmmm... Pictures? I don't have much pictures of myself taken recently too. I'm not a cam-whore sorta person. Haha... Was reading my previous posts and there was a post with Hendrik (Michelle's Pappa Rich) saying my blog is too wordy. Hahaha! Ooops!

Okay! Okay! Back to main point. Updates... Updates! Heck! I got one!

And that is...

The End.... For now... ta!

Happy 2009

Yeah man! I know this is a bit late but... BETTER LATE THAN NEVER..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY 2009 folks!

My resolution?

Kena lottery?! :p

Witthout You Day: 3289

Wow... How time flies? And yet I'm still writing this?! Goodness! Rindu-nyeee

Xmas 08'

Merry Christmas to all out there. Whether it's a white xmas, brown xmas, tropic xmas or any xmas you can think of.... MERRY CHRISTMAS!

And to my dear sis who posted a blog for wishing me Happy Birthday 23 days ago, now is my turn to do my part...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FLORA! Have a great one this double 2s year! I might! So you should too!

I remember from Home Alone II that a pair of turtle doves on the Christmas tree ornament is meant for friendship. I've learned and heard a lot on friendship. So, this Christmas I'm gonna give out a turtle dove of many pairs to each one of you out there as a symbol of our friendship and love. First one to Flora (her birthday so have ta put in her name first right). The list of names goes on and on.

Friendship is what we put our heart through and through as we journey out over age and time. Appreciate it everyone! Merry Xmas!

Excuses

Goodness! Nowadays I'm just too tired, lazy, packed and many more excuses to post up much on the blog. :p

A lot of things are yet to be said. But as above, :p

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Amazing day! Thanks everyone for all those many wishes! Especially those few who called or tried calling me all the way from U.S. Really apppppreciate it!

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Amazing day too (more like night)! Got myself pissed drunk again! A few regrets there and here but I'll passed it soon. Puked out stuffs from both my stomach and heart. Crap!


Anyway... Thanks!

P/S: I realized that Korean girls are quite hot too whether real or not! But I'm loyal!

Busy busy

Man! Each time I've some inspiration to blog or post something up I would lose all these ideas or motivation to write them up by the time I switched my laptop on and check my Facebook. Just an update, been busy at work all week long. Consolation for being a hardworking employee would be 2 movies night out (Madagascar II and Twilight) and a company sports club annual dinner. Guess what! I was in the performance team. Somehow I always get forced to participate in this kinda stuff. Well, the good thing was that we actually won the other teams (it was kinda a surprise I dare say since there was this one team that could dance with a better oomph than us..HOT!).

On the negative side, something has been bothering me lately. By a lot too! I've been trying to get some advices from certain "professional"s but for now everything seemed to be in not really good looking. The best idea would still be my very own idea which is to chill out and watch. Tough!

Well, this is it. Ciao peepz!

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I'm gonna exploit my blog! Indirectly~~

I'm gonna be turning "old" soon and I've no idea how to make it into a fun gather gather...

I've finished exploiting! Now you all know!

Please prepare accordingly... Hahaha!

An update

As promised. An update!

For those who missed Keny and Sook's wedding ceremony and dinner. Don't worry. I bet your passion for shark fin soup or the fun were present. I felt the Force (being a Star War fan). Anyhow, now that's all over the bride and the groom deserve the short term rest.

What I'm gonna write below is gonna get this post a couple comments such as, "I told you lo, Jack!" or "You see... xxxx very nice ehh." sorta. Here goes,

As I was driving home to KL from Penang and vice verse on Friday, I definitely need to pass by the middle point of Ipoh. Ipoh being geographically situated among hills of rocks (batu kapur if my memory serves me well) made it something like Quillin of China. So, it's the Quillin of Malaysia. Not to forget, loads of my male friends had always made statements that Ipoh is famous for good looking people of the opposite sex. I've yet to be proven onto. Anyhow, I'm not gonna start burning up my male hormone in this post. Maybe later!

So, as I was driving and looking in front tentatively, I was also admiring the nice scenery those stony rock-hills created. It's astonishing as for both of the times I travelled that certain stretch, it was like most of my bulks of negativity recently has been unloaded of my back. I feel refreshed. Not bad huh!

Not to mention, a few old songs that were played from my I-Pod randomness made me think back of my desires. Now I remember why I wanted to study in US all these years. It's because I read too many Archies (the song Sugar Sugar was being played) and watched too many old American movies (the very old ones). I got attracted to the features that were imagined when I was a kid.

When the song "Yesterday Once More" by The Carpenters was being played, I imagined back to the old times such as the 50s or the 60s where life (no doubt harsher) but much simpler than now. I got all these ideas from the old movies. Hollywood really got into me when I was a kid. I do hope some readers remember some of the movies showing a kid wearing a flat cap with checkered shorts running up an empty street with a few old Ford cars on the sidewalk while swinging their baseball bats or ice-lollies. Don't make me be the only one who still is a kid at heart.

So, yeah! Being refreshed and reminiscing all those old thoughts and memories definitely gave me some "Quantum of Solace" or how they put is as "Kebahagiaan Dalam Dunia Penuh Kesengsaraan". Kudos to our translators.

Anyhow, maybe I ought to travel up North more often. Okay Ipoh peepz. You may shoot me now!

Blog of solace

A soon update! I promise...

Cleaning up the engine

Working is like taking a totally different path that you've ever walked. Even if you might have previous experience or knowledge of working but taking a turn from your usual life into a working life is a serious change. Why do I say this? Because I'm taking that drastic turn right now. And I bet somewhere out there, are people who agree with me.

I've been taking my new change for about 3 months now. No wonder how good I am being able to accustom myself to different culture or different environment where ever I go, I'm still taking my time. Childish to say this but there are too many good things to be sacrificed once work has started. I'm getting the income to enjoy life. So true! But at a cost too. I'm not fretting. I'm just sharing it out. A lot of people I know are always in desperate to start their working life as fast as possible. My advise is take things slow. Enjoy your current standing because time can never be wind back.

For now, I'll just take things slow. What ever I can handle, I'll take it. Else, KIV. Act spontaneously. I'm just to used to such actions. Planning is not really a forte of mine. It's my parents. I do not want to be too bounded by logical perceptions. This is my new stress-release program.

Am gonna start attending gym somewhere in mid of November. It's time to take things to action and shape up. Things will always turn out better if you tweak with the engine. I'm in lacking of releasing sweat for the moment. Which gym I'm gonna attend? Still undecided. The place with my most demographic preference of course!

I don't wanna know

Was listening to the radio while on my way back and somehow bumped into this song. Used to listen to this every morning while taking the train to college. Enjoy! I miss college times!

Instead of thou

It's midnight. Before midnight, it was dusk. I noticed. I noticed the shape of the clouds during sunset. I noticed I haven't look up into the sky, my best solace, look up into the silver lining of every cloud, for a very long time now. No wonder the economic has been bad. Not the world economy, it's not affected by the up factor but my very own economical feeling and mood. In a spot of emptiness in the middle of the colossal of clouds, the orange-ness and gleaming gold of the sun ray shines right through signifying a provider of hope and direction which says, "Come this way." I did not reach out as I know, and I always do, that the view of the sky now, in midnight, will also says the same. This has been my solace.

I have to admit this. I have been lacking motivation and passion for these past several weeks. I've putting up effort in fifth gear to show a positive and optimistic side. But, as always, I could never muster to it all alone. I need companions. And as the only person aging 22 in the house, I seek companions out there. My brotherhoods and sisterhoods. I nearly forgot my best solace. I'm so unmotivated that I had seek the darker and lonelier path. Among the shadows cast by the walls on both sides of a lonely lane. Tonight, I remember, that there is always a dark friend that has been comforting me for these many years now. It's dark but it still sparkles. The stars scattering randomly made it that way.

I hold a grudge. Against you. Against your kind. I finally realized that I've not let go. Not even after these years. My grudge to sum up itself will hold a history textbook looked shameful. You've outwitted me. For that, I seek surrender. But I let go off my white flag with a taint of mistrust and grudge. I seek to change but I missed. I missed out several trains that would have lead me to a better platform far away. But I was bearing too much of this grudge. I could not blame you. I myself did the same before also. It is as what the old ones say, "What goes around, comes around."

In times of putting up a brave and bold front, I've always putting up a negative on my back. I need someone who would support me else instead of thou.

Cough! Cough! Cough!

Here's an update. And I believe many would be laughing happily reading this phrase:

I'm sick!

Had a flu attack last Thursday night. Was all feverish the whole night (bad sleep due to my concept of fever = unpleasant dreams). Luckily, I only had a half day on Friday. I did got myself some really good medicine after work, which was finally getting my long awaited clothes from ZARA. Hahaha... That was an immediate cure. Though only for temporary. Immediately the day after which I had my steamboat (pictures and videos to be loaded on next post), the cough was incurable. I kept on coughing till the very now. Maybe I need more shopping. ( ^ .^)

I've been listening to this song a lot nowadays.

Cosmopolitan

I'm bored. Too bored. It's gonna spread a mundane toned down mood to everyone who reads my blog nowadays. Not only me though. Have been chatting a lot with Flora on MSN these few days. A lot since God knows when. Anyhow, this post is not to talk about Flora. Not enough time to write all the stuffs on her alone. Haha...

As my boring fingers are typing and shuffling along the cursor, I landed on Cosmopolitan website and was browsing some of the articles there. I found one of it to be "Love Questions Every Guy Ask Himself". And so I thought to myself, among all these questions, which that I asked myself before? Here's the result...

• Does she think I’m funny?

• What's she like in bed?

• Are lulls in the conversation first-date awkwardness or a sign that she has nothing to say?

• Am I really willing to give up on other potentials for her?

• Will my friends like her?

• Will she eventually look as MILF-hot (or troll-like) as her mom does?

• She may work now, but do I make enough money to support her and a family if I need to?

• Can I be happy never having sex with another woman for the rest of...my...life?

So, here's my list of questions that I used (or some maybe still) to think of. Ciao!

What you think!

I've been bitching a lot lately. Yes I know it!

So, that's why this time, this post is dedicated to all you readers out there who know me to bitch on this post!

What to bitch? Of course about the author himself! You can bitch anything you want about me. What you think about the author... Your author wants to change himself a little (not gonna go too much but maybe tiny little). Anyhow, cut things short, leave up the bitching and put anonymous if you want to (though I'll probably know who you are by how you type). Oh! Most importantly, it would be best if you could comment on my PR.

Ciao!

Hari Raya Day II

Today's the second day of the Raya celebration for the Muslim (also the second day of my holiday)! It's really hard to accept the fact that I won't be touching office for another 3 more days! Yay! Holidays are hard to come by once you started working. Believe me. It's that precious! Well, if you are the sorta person who is dedicated and absolutely obssessed with your work like Audrey then going to work is really a no brainer. Anyhow, skip the work topic. I'm on holiday! Should be thinking of other bigger pictures in the world.

Before, I do forget. It's Elizabeth's birthday today! Happy Birthday! Enjoy being ** (I know you'll appreciate the age-censored). Anyhow, I did promise to join ya celebration but was kinda busy! Hehe... Soon ya!

I did realize soemthing regarding this blog of mine. It lacks information! I seemed to be posting a lot of bimbo postings on myself and stuffs that I rarely post up some screwed up wild thoughts of wisdom that I usually did last time. Oh well! Maybe I just love to brag nowadays.

There is a very important information that I just remembered though. I haven't gone shopping yet!!! Due to unforeseen reasons, my shopping-mate (not gonna make her feel guilty by putting her name here but I think most of you know who she is) FFK-ed me yesterday. It's a good enough reason and I accepted her excuse. Anyhow, the point is I still haven't shop yet! Luckily, I was able to fill in the busy-turned-void day yesterday by going with Audrey and Shawn. Phew! Anyhow, shopping-mate said we're gonna shop tomorrow. So, keep my fingers crossed!